Rock. And. Roll.

Math Rock Flashback.
*Song: Do You Compute by Drive Like Jehu*
I would change my life just to be with you… but you won’t know.
I would do absolutely anything for you… but you won’t know.
Because I refuse to risk being seen as a foolish girl.
I want to believe that you are as enthralled by me as I am by you… but you aren’t.
So I must leave the false hopes behind once and for all as I begin my new life.
I can’t bend for you anymore. I can’t lie down with you anymore.
My life’s path has diverted from yours and so will my mind.
I’ve been in the mood to discover something new to me. Something relaxing, chill. Naturally my mind ventured towards Trip Hop.
I already have Bonobo, Pretty Lights and Little Dragon under my belt but I wanted something new… By word of the mouth, this is what I stumbled upon.

I’m zoning out. In a good way. There’s so many layers and textures.
I love when you subconciously stumble into a new genre of music. I believe most would classify Trentemøller as “minimal techno”. Yet another subgenre for the musicly pretentious. In this subgenre, less is more. And Trentemøller does an amazing job.
*Song: Take Me Into Your Skin by Trentemøller*
June 25th 2011
Oh man… How fucked up is that. I knew this in the back of my head. But I didn’t want to believe it because I believed you were a genuine true person. But I’m having a problem trying to justify why you would mess with my feelings and play around with me knowing my background in terms of experience.
I recently closed a chapter in my life that has had the most effect of me and my character. And in an effort to be a more open person (and to put my tumblr to use), I’m going to start posting things that I’ve felt at various moments of the journey.
Time to look back at the notes in my iPhone.
… and for days afterward i held onto the feeling you’d given to me
… and your face just remains like a flash in my eyes,
brighter than anything i had seen.
you don’t know me, but i’d sure like you to.
i don’t know if i exist, but now i’m sure that you do.
i’d give everything away for one day with you…
can’t open up reveal to none except you.
for as long as i could i just stayed in the place.
when the world brought me down i just thought of your face…
and i wasted my time drawing pictures of you.
i got high off the thought. it’s pathetic, but it’s true.
you don’t know me, but i’d sure like you to.
i don’t know if i exist, but now i’m sure that you do.
i’d give everything away… for one day with you…
can open up reveal to none except you.