Mayer Hawthorne Concert Review Video =^_^= Rambling about how much fun I had at the Philly show
Check him out for goodness’ sake!!!!!!
Ebonie.
Mind is limitless and endlessly influenced by intricate frequencies. Proceed with caution.
How my desk looks like when I’m trying to respond to an email in 日本語 (Taken with instagram)
False alarm. My heart did sting a little. But I’ll stop trying to draw love on my dry erase board. I’ll just let it draw itself in time.
Ive been saying for a while that I just had to meet someone that would stun me and make me forget about being hurt by someone so undeserving of me. And. I think I just met him and I’m so scared right now. Cheers to the next few weeks of mental torture, exhaustion and curiosity. I hope it’s better this time around.
I encountered someone who reminds me too much of you and has exhibited the same personality and slight attachment after only knowing me for a week. Physical appearance is strangely similar as well.
I’m going save myself from the trouble that would lie ahead. I’ll take a pass. At least it won’t be as hard to checkout on him as it was on you. You aren’t entirely a bad person but… we don’t mix even as friends.
This is me learning from my mistakes.
January 16th 2011
I have to keep reminding myself that
one day I will catch someone’s heart.
Right now.
My mind is weak.
My body is heavy.
My soul is broken.
All due to false hopes.
My eyes stay induced with sorrow and exhaustion.
Must escape.
My heart weighs a ton.
I can’t deny this feeling of jealousy and shame.
I hope I get over it soon… though I’ve said this before.
Switching.
Myself.
Off.
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Reduce this feeling to generic reasoning.
“This could be any guy. Really. And you’d feel the same way.”
It is the only way to cope.
“Passive Me, Aggressive You” by The Naked and Famous.
You are in a pensive state of mind. Your thoughts are in need of guidance. Your eyes are slightly confused. You need a cure.
And you find it. The collision of synthesizers and frequencies mixed with guitar distortion cause movement in your feet. And the clarity slowly reveals itself.
“Here it comes. The unavoidable sun of what’s just happened and what’s been done. And you know I don’t remember a thing, I don’t remember… a thing”
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